Things Would Have Been Different

it has been 4 months since i last call u my dear and u call me ling and now we are just fren. i feel alot things have change for u and me. our distance is suppose to be 6600km far from each other but ever since bad things had happen, i can tell tat now is futher then 6600km. every day every nite i will pray for u or wish u luck before i close my eyes. are u still the same praying for me? i doubt it... ever since it comes to an end, i cant control my emotion, i always feel something is missing inside me or something has been taken away. nothing goes well for me, when i needed u badly, u left me behind all alone in the dark. i am still wondering wat is in ur heart? there is a secret box in ur heart tat no one noes the password or where is the key to open it. i gave every treasure i have to u, at the end u left me with an empty treasure chest... i can tell something is wrong even though u say is not. my instinct tells me is not rite and something must be gone wrong. everyday our distance is getting futher and futher... there must something we both can work out to pull our distance back to just 6600km. now i miss u everyday and hope day could end faster so i can see u once again. ><