Sadness....

it was a very moody day for me... it have been 3 days after i hand in my assignment. i donno y... maybe is stress or something else keeps bothering me. i try to cry it out but i couldn't, just tears. i try to talk to my fren, but nothing works out for me. it only helps me to make past faster. as usual i was late for class, so my fren text me a msg said lecturer is give back our assingment... but i was not excited at all, not at all... not even when i enter class, my heart feels normal. during break when my lecture give me back my assignment, he sad i did a good job and well done. i tot i would be happy but i am not... why why why??? is something tat i should proud of but i am not happy at all. i dream of her 2 days ago, i was only a dream... my dream is never real. everytime i woke up from a nice and sweet dream, is all fake. i have to be strong even i am sad... my fren william is the best for me and i need his shoulder... he always cheer me up but he is a busy guy and always afk. when i needed you, you are not around. when you need me i always try to give respond to it. why izzit like tat... ><